I was astonished to have been taken back to a pastlife when I asked, in meditation, to be led to the root cause of what created “incurable” ovarian cancer in my body. At the time I thought this was shown to me as part of my physical healing. As I continued to allow this pastlife to unfold I realised there was a much bigger reason why my soul was showing me this memory.
I had been an Intuitive Healer for 10 years when I was diagnosed and the embarasment and shame I experienced at this time was palpable. I had “professed” to facilitate healing in others and ended up with incurable cancer myself.
In the pastlife memory I uncovered I was a witch in Switzerland doing the same spiritual healing work that I was doing when diagnosed. I was also a teacher of my craft and at the time I had three understudies whom I was guiding and helping to uncover their gifts.
Following a natural disaster in our local area someone needed to be held responsible and I was that scapegoat. In those times the powers that be feared any type of esoterical healing because it was empowering the people. They had the answers within and did not need to rely on others. The Rulers of those times needed the people to be disempowered so that they could control them and use them to give them even more power and wealth. The poorer people were the more they relied on the Rulers.
My punishment, as the scapegoat, was to firstly watch my understudies get burnt at the stake and then it was my turn to be burnt at the stage. By uncovering that memory I could send compassion to that past me as I had thought it was my fault that my understudies lost their lives and I also held a deep seated fear (which was unconscious to me at the time) around stepping out and sharing my gifts in a much bigger way. As I felt the energy shift during that pastlife regression I then got a vision of my future in this lifetime. I knew that I would heal and go on to share my gifts and guide others to tap into their own healing abilities without the fear of persecution.
I believe that part of my cancer journey was to use my gifts as a healer to heal myself (even when conventional medicine (the authorities) said it couldn’t be done) as part of the shifting of consciousness for the collective as we begin to recognise just how powerful we are.
Perhaps you, too, have signed up on a soul level to be a part of shifting the group consciousness around healing!
If this resonates, and you would like to experience a pastlife regression then please reach out to me.
