I am about to embark on another journey of healing, this time healing the Mother Mary wound.
Eighteen months following my “incurable” ovarian cancer diagnosis, I went on a totally divinely led pilgrimage, connecting with the energy of Mary Magdalene and the Cathars, as part of my pastlife healing.
I was oblivious,at the outset, that a 3 month trip I had planned in Europe was to be a profound healing not only for myself but also the collective. The first stop was Bryon Bay in Australia for 4 days and it was whilst wandering down the mainstreet that I saw a sign advertising massage. I felt compelled to enter the shop and enquire as to whether there was a vacancy. This went against every fibre of my body as we were with friends and I really didn’t want them to have to wait for me. But something deep down inside urged me along. As luck (and I say that with my tongue in my cheek) would have it there was an available slot right at this very moment.
I indulged in this treat not knowing what was to transpire once I had finished. As the massage therapist entered the room again after I had dressed she asked me whether I was open to receiving a message which she felt compelled to give me. To which I excitedly said “yes”.
“Are you going on a pilgrimage?” she enquired.
Well I hadn’t actually thought of it as a pilgrimage, but I said I was heading to Europe for 3 months. And, immediately she began telling me where I needed to go. I was taken aback because we had not, at that stage, made an firm plans so our itinerary was fairly open. She informed me that it would be good if I could connect with the energy of the Cathars and Mary Magdalene and told me places that would be good for me to visit.
The Cathars were a branch of the Catholic Church that believed GOD was within us and NOT something outside of ourselves.
They were wealthy and powerful and had constructed a beautiful walled city called Carcassonne in the South of France. However, the Catholic Church feared their power and wanted them eliminated.
The Catholic Church set about exterminating them and the last of the Cathars escaped to a castle at the top of Montsegur where they were held under siege from May 1243 until 16 March 1244 until they finally had no choice but to surrender.
Once they all descended down from the top of the mountain, having run out of food and water, they were given the option of renouncing their faith or being burnt at the stake. 230 people people refused to give up their faith and were consequently burnt.
I was “led” to this place to heal that part of me (and us) that were persecuted because we believed that GOD was within us. I don’t refer to GOD in a religious way but as our inner knowing, our intuition, that part of us that knows what is best – even if there is no logical answer.
This was the part of me that had healed “incurable” cancer. I didn’t give my power away to anyone else, including the medical profession. I listened to my inner knowing as to what was best for me.
I was then guided to go to St Baume, which is a mountaineous region in the South of France and connected with the energy of Mary Magdalene.
After Yeshua (Jesus) was crucified, Mary Magdalene and Mother Mary travelled by boat to France and landed at the Bay of Marys. They then went to Marseille where Mary taught for 3 years before she realised that her life was in danger and she had to flee into the mountains where she spent the following 30 years, in a cave at St Baume, until her death.
Mary Magdalene was just as powerful as Yehsua in both her healing and teaching abilities. Yeshua was one of the first feminists in the way he revered and honoured women. The Church completely fabricated the story of Mary Magdalene. The power of the divine feminine fell and collapsed and it has taken many lifetimes to recover from this.
As I connected with this energy I was healing lifetimes of abuse I had endured as a woman and also for the collective.
On this pilgrimage that I am about to undertake I have been “told” I will be clearing the Mother Mary wound, the final clearing of the womb wound. I will be working with the collective around our centre of creation, sending healing to every man and woman on the planet who have ever been afflicted with this same consciousness of the sacred feminine.
My first port of call will be Bali. Bali is known as the island of the GODS. and visiting Bali can accelerate our karma (both good and bad).
Bali is where my spiritual journey began in this lifetime, when I thought I was going to die (which is anoher blog in itself). It was, in fact, the beginning of the dis-integrated ego death for me.
I will then be travelling to London, to visit my family, which is the heart chakra of the earth. Followed by 10 days in a place near Marseille where I will be releasing grief for the collective and the wound of the womb. We were so feared because of our power and mystical abilities and I will be using this opportunity to “remember” lifetimes where I was completely in my power.
As one person heals it allows others to tap into the same energy and consciousness. I am not any more special than YOU, we are all GOD and can do this. If this resonates, then ask to be shown how you can heal the Mother Mary wound too.
Mother Mary is the epitome of divine love, the nurturer and an energy of feeling safe and secure, knowing that all our needs will be met.
We are our own Mother Mary’s and can create this for ourselves.
Blessings X
